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Tiring day. Woke up at three a.m., slept on and off since then. Lazed around in the morning, got in trouble. Went to Dad's, ate breakfast at a nice restaurant. Wrote, roleplayed, hula hooped, walked, and watched movies all day. Friends came over, had fun.

Nice day, but you can make anything sound bleak.
  • Listening to: Anarbor
  • Watching: Some history thing -_-"
  • Eating: Pizza
  • Drinking: Sierra Mist
Sorry I haven't written a journal in a long time. Then again, it's probably a nice break from getting all my journals in your inbox. XD I went to Shuto Con, bought a wig (I'll post pictures sometime), found out for the first time what Kony 2012 is and have convinced myself that i have to do something about it, cut my hair (again -.-), started eating meat again (steakkkk ._.), wrote a really really depressing song, and Tonks GREW. She GREW, she gained a little over a pound and you can totally see it! XD
  • Listening to: Single File
  • Playing: Star Wars: Lego Edition
I was introduced to Anarbor earlier this week, and a day or two ago, I Fight Dragons. All the sudden I search for similar bands and it's a music overload! So many amazing bands, I've been listening to music so much my ears feel like they're about to bleed.

Going to Shuto Con this weekend, with one or two of my friends. I was invited to a Con last year but I wasn't going to be home so I didn't go. But this year I'm  going, and I'm determined to not try sushi..again. Every time I see sushi, I try it and hate it. It's sort of stupid really...Better not have sushi //mutters//

I have spring fever, I woke up and put on a tshirt and shorts. Maybe I was expecting high 60's but it looks cold outside o_o //in jeans now// Hopefully it gets warmer because I'm sick of wearing coats and hearing everyone tell me I need gloves. (Actually I have some, I just don't wear them)

So here's your boring journal that I write every one to three days. Satisfied? XD

EDIT:// Two hours later, it's really nice out. Not shorts weather but I'm going to go for a walk on the railroad tracks ^_^
  • Listening to: Single File, I Fight Dragons, Cinema Bizzare
  • Reading: The Soulkeeper
  • Watching: MLP FIM...It's sort of weird.
  • Playing: Star Wars: Lego Edition
  • Eating: Food(Mini Wheats,because you totally want details)
  • Drinking: Air! :D
Can´t decide on a name. A friend is helping me, I´ll let you guys know when I buy one.

Ive been feeling gloomy lately, for no good reason.

Saw a bird with a broken wing this morning....turned out to be two birds mating. Creepy.

Going to an anime convention next weekend. Well, I was. But this kid who´s a pain in the ...buttox... is coming so I might just go to a sleepover/movie thing. Who knows, and who really cares?
  • Listening to: Mr. Big Shot- Anarbor
So, I can't help those starving kids in Africa. I can't adopt a child. I can't pick a random homeless person off the street and let them live with me. I can't solve the world's problems. But I read a journal linked in a forum, and here's something I CAN do, something we ALL *CAN* do. Please, if you have any extra cash that goes towards those fancy boots you don't need, or some allowance to spend on candy, or anything, please give it to this woman, her child, and her husband.


Here's the link:…?
  • Listening to: Mr. Big Shot- Anarbor
  • Reading: Twelfth Night- Shakespeare (In script form)
I haven't obsessively written about my weird life in a week! All you have to do is take you hand, punch your monitor through its screen, and give me a good old pat on the back. I started karate yesterday, it was an overload of information and practicing. Not nearly as sore as I expected. Thing is, I'm not allowed to show people which means I can't practice with my Dad...which sucks D:
It wasn't as weird starting out as the idiot (That's what I refer to myself when I start a new class) Because there was one other person taking the class, a yellow belt. Overall, it was awesome. And if I reccomend the class to my friends and they sign up, I get a free weapon! >:D That would be awesome. I have a nunchuk and a wooden samurai sword, but hey, always open to add to my small collection.
Cutting my hair super short and dying it this weekend, yes, I can't wait. If I trusted myself I'd cut my hair right now, but I can't cut the back by myself. Passed exams, doing well in school, started a band, started karate, passed Band Festival with a 1 overall and a 2 in sight reading, applying for a tech school. Nothing much is going on at ALL.
  • Eating: Cheesecake muffins
So, it's Valentines. And I couldn't care less. Doing American History Idol in Social Studies, guess who has to dress like Ke$ha? Yup, kill me now. After I eat my chocolate... I'm definitely wearing leggings under those short shorts, I mean, it's WINTER. Told them I'm not wearing lipstick.

A lot of my friends are asking out guys, it's hard not to laugh. I guess it's just too cheesy for me. The romance, chocolates and stuff. I am in a one day open relationship with a friend, she gave me a crap load of chocolates. Yes, her. And I'm straight. xD

Couldn't put up my drawings last weekend, which sucks. Hope to do it soon. \

Oh, and Tonks ate a sock.
  • Listening to: Set It Off
  • Eating: Whole Wheat Squares! So yummy! =3="
This is gonna be...I don't know. Probably boring. You might end up as a sixty year old man (Even if you are female) sitting against the wall of Blockbuster, singing Pirelli's Miracle Elixir, eating flies, wiggling your one toe, and reading my journal.

Possible, right?

Tonks is pretty much potty trained, we just have to take her out a lot. Its my Dad's weekend and we're dog sitting for my grandma's dogs and JEESHGAGGLES. These things took steroids or something. I swear, all of these flabby little dogs grew. Freaked the heck outta me, considering that Molly hasn't grown in oh, four years?! So maybe Tonks needs doggie steroids, because even the small dogs are giants compared to her.

With the drawings I said I'd upload, they're done. Just gotta get them to the scanner at my Dad's house :3 Hopefully I can do that today or tomorrow. No more nightmares that aren't nightmares because they don't scare me D: It's sad, I liked them. Especially the bird creature thingy...

My hair has healed which I'm so super duper ubderrrr pumped about! I want to get all these burgundies, pinks, reds and crimsons and put them all over in my hair right NOW! >:U But of course my only money is in pennies! Really need  to turn in those penny rolls... So yes, hopefully I can put up a good picture with my roots bleached and so forth.

This has been my lucky week, got an A- on a science test I thought I would fail, and a B+ on an English test I didn't really study for. Could have done better, but hey, that's not half bad for a sleep deprived zombie ;P

And then theres all this girl like guy guy like girl drama because Valentines day is coming up. Don't really see the point. If you like somebody, you ask them out. If they say no, you move on. >.> Do kids just thrive off of this stuff?!

Then there was this weird Sisterhood thing with posters all over the school. Thought it was a cult or something o.o It weirded me out. Some kid made one that said: Brother hood. Collecting all assassins. I got to see the original copy and laughed so hard! xD I mean, in the end, whatever the Sisterhood was doing it was cute and stuff, preparing girls for the big bad bigger school. -__- Seriously? C'mon. Transition. How many schools do you go through? A lot. How many have we already gone through? A lot. So hitch your yoga panties up and get a move on!

But I heard they had a free taco bar at the meeting. Darn it.

(Now lets see that nobody comments! xD)
  • Listening to: Set It Off
  • Eating: Whole Wheat Squares! So yummy! =3="
Many people dread your visits, but for me they open my mind. Just wanted to say thanks for that starving bird wing thing human machine idea. And lots more.
  • Listening to: Alesana
  • Reading: White Cat
  • Watching: Hell Girl
  • Eating: Cough drops o.e
Yes´m, another flugger nuggin´ puppy update. I LOVE my puppy <3 But she´s clingy, she starts whining if you stop petting her or stop cuddling with her. I heard her mimic a bird once when she was outside, which might have been her xD

At first we were gonna name her Luna, like Luna Lovegood. But then she found out she could fit through the gate and go into the neighbors yard! So Charlotte (who was hanging out with me) and I went to the neighbors, and they let us in the backyard. But the man in the home has this sweetheart bulldog who´s a fatso and thought that the dogs should meet. Even after I told him my puppy was smaller than a flugger nuggin´ shoe box but I don think he heard me. So, anyways, Oliver the bull dog comes toddling out to she this little black thing that hops around like a bunny. The fatso chases her till she goes back through the fence to be picked up by my stepdad. She shivered for at least three minutes.

So, then we decided to choose something besides Luna. Tonks is SO happy and can be such a funky dog. So....Tonks it became.

Uploaded a pic in my gallery of her by the way xD

Woke up at five am and cuddled with her for two hours too xD Bought her all these frkn toys and all she wants is some rope Tom found that the boys made at some tool place -.- So much for my fifty bucks :D Oh well, she just started to play with the rubber duckies too. Guess buying those for her wasnt a waste c:
I got a puppy

I got a puppy!

I got a puppy! ^_^

  • Playing: With my PUPPY :D
  • Drinking: Water (Yum -3-&quot;)
Sick for a week with some virus. Lasts ten to twelve days, of course for the kid who never gets sick. Coming back on Monday, which will be day ten. Might get a doggie which will look somewhat like Ninjalover123's doggie c: Maybe they'll fall inlove <3 ...If we get it, high chances say no. D: It's a maltipoo, her name isn't provided. Ninjalover123's is a shitzu..poo...xD I think, and his name is Rocko! Poodle mating o_e

Finished a prezi, a part of making up a WEEKS worth of homework. *cuss word provided* that's gonna take a long time. I also found out I switched seats in all of my core classes, and I had good seats in every class! Flugger nuggin cushuwa =3=

Dying my hair purple again, I think I'll post a pic of my old purple hair. Right now my hair is reddish..orangish...brownish. I'd love it, but my roots are coming in. :P

Things are getting better again. Which is good. Wish me good luck! ^_^~
  • Listening to: Pandora
  • Reading: My Prezi
  • Watching: My Prezi
  • Playing: With my Prezi
  • Eating: Applesauce! :D
  • Drinking: Water (Yum -3-&quot;)
Waha! >8) Now that I can stand without my head pounding or choking on mucus (Too much information, right?) I'm holing up and having a writing day. I really want to finish the first book of my series by September. And now that I'm doing it right on solo, this will be interesting. I'm finally getting this jumble on paper, let's see how it looks :D
  • Listening to: The Shins
  • Reading: Correction: Writing
  • Watching: Can't watch a movie while you write!
  • Playing: Zip
  • Eating: Uhhh I ate but I'm not eating...
  • Drinking: Air! OvO
Oh well :3 I just really need to get up and do something. Maybe a walk...
  • Watching: Swiss Family Robinson
  • Eating: Pasta Roni c:
  • Drinking: Water (Yum -3-&quot;)
I'm sitting on my couch eating ice cream that tastes like asparagus. It's really gross. No joke, every time I eat it I gag. But its one of those times where you eat it anyways, you know? That why you DON'T get Sugar Cookie ice cream, got it? Or else you'll turn into a schizo, debating whether to eat it or not. Personally, I think the schizophrenic disorder is really interesting.

Guess what this dummy found out yesterday? Deviantart has a chat! XD I was so surprised, I guess I never thought to check or not. And Deviantart has a shop. I've been on and off of Deviantart for a year, but I had no idea! Whats next? DA Skype? Now, that would be pretty cool.

A lot of things have been changing in my life. Some good, some bad. I used to get so angry about it. Now, looking back, I sort of laugh. To me, it's a messed up metaphor. You're walking into a wood, not knowing if it's half a mile, or a thousand miles. Soon you don't have signal, or food, or really anything. You might make a friend out of a toad, and find it smashed under your butt when you wake up a week later. At some point your begging for food, hunting for food. At another point in this're terrified, finding things in the woods you've never seen before in your life. Stuff thats going to keep you up all night, and keep you sleeping all morning. By the time you're out of the woods, you don't care about the toad guts on your butt. Or the fact that you've killed animals to survive. You don't care what you had to do to get out, you're just really...happy that you're out. I guess that's where I am right now. For all I know, I'll be going back to the wood. But at this point, I just need to find my way home.

So that's my metaphorical story. Pretty stupid and messed up, but I sort of like it. Just not the idea of having toad guts on my butt...let's keep that metaphorically and make sure I wash the guts off...

P.S. - The mood picture thingy below reminds me of a blue yoda...
  • Listening to: Dead- MCR
  • Reading: WRITING. With Arlo. Oh...never mind :3
  • Watching: Hell Girl
  • Playing: With the force
  • Eating: Asparagus disguised as sweetness
  • Drinking: Air O.O
I can't escape this hell
So many times i've tried
But i'm still caged inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself

So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal

The only other thing I remember is that I hate this band. And that I wasn't born this way.
  • Listening to: nothing
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: Ibprophen
  • Drinking: Water
Thats what happens when you stay up until three a.m.

On the bright side, I'm almost to thirteen o' clock. . . .
  • Listening to: nothing
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing
For multiple reasons.
  • Listening to: nothing
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing
I'm pretty mad at myself. I'm at my Dad's for four days, with a scanner, and a sketchbook. GUESS WHO ONLY WAS A RED MARKER AND SOME PENCILS?! Me. I'm really annoyed, I thought all my art stuff was here. It's in my step dad's trunk. I brought the wrong adapter for my camera, can't upload SPFX pictures.


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  • Listening to: nothing
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing
Yep. My keyboard is stuck in spanish so sorry for any uneeded or unusual symbols. A friend, Josh, started typing random things on my Kindle....yeah....that book was from the library. =3=

Anything you want to say, Josh?

shit smells very bad!

-____________________- Meet Josh. I might write a story about the young feller XD

Going to see my ex step mom today after school, I haven´t seen her in ages!!!! :D

-.- Josh is writing a story where some dumb kangaroo drives a car that has babies as wheels. SERIOUSLY? Is he trying to kill the population? Ah well :P If you want his figment account tell me. He doesn´t have the best grammar but his stories are pretty entertaining.

PS: All the more option blanks are filled in by Josh. I DIDN´T DO ANYTHING! D:
  • Listening to: PAIGE COMPLAIN
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: (He tried to write something here...)
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing